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November 15th -> January 14th :

My duration of absence from the blogosphere.

I bet I still love it.

Many sunshines and showers have changed the way I look, touch, talk and walk. I don't recognise myself. Fighting-off expectations and working relentlessly to stop all the useless thoughts, I have stopped working with a plan. Now I never plan, I just make a list of things to be be done and execute them asynchronously irrespective of the order.
Try it. It is fun.

Today I am feeling BLANK. BLANK means completely blank. All I remember is just a phone call. There was nothing extraordinary in the call, no. No Love You, no Miss You, nah... nothing. Just plain words.

Still I remember it and it only. All night while multiple dreams came, it ran like a backgroundworker pestering me. There's something about the conversation that gives me the creeps.

Today's Sunday, no office, and I have decided to be hyper-active lest I fall in such a trap.

Good day.

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